I’ve started this post several times now. There is just so much going on in my life and after being sick all last week I feel like I’ve missed out on stuff at home, time I could have spent with my husband, time we would have been decorating for the holidays together.
Instead he and my sister did it for me. to help me out. And instead of feeling grateful I feel jealous that they did it together and that I wasn’t involved.
Tonight I planned on going to work out but instead I want to just go home and curl up on the sofa with my husband.
I think I’m a little depressed. Not liking the cold weather, wishing I had more time to spend with my husband, wishing I could get pregnant….sad that I’m not able to.
I just sound like a miserable person.
p.s. I also just in the middle of writing this found of that Kate Middleton is pregnant….of course she would be. She’s a princess, good for her.
A I'm just reading your blog now and am so sorry to find out about your fertility troubles. I was really surprised to read about that.
ReplyDeleteI remember the depreseed feeling when trying to conceive Eli and it sucks. Just try to focus on the holidays (not trying to sound rude here) and January isn't that far away now. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you two that all goes well.
thank you. The nice thing about taking a break around the holidays is that I don't feel bad having a glass of wine (or two)! and you didn't sound rude at all, January isn't that far away!
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