I long for a child. Beyond
that basic want, I think it’s impossible for someone who hasn’t gone through
infertility to have any idea what it feels like. 1 in 8 people struggle with infertility.
Take a look at the number of friends you have on Facebook and consider those
odds, the number of people that you possible don’t even realize may be dealing
with infertility.
Every time I see a child or a pregnant lady I think of what
I don’t have
Every.single.day, multiple times a day…..all.day.long
really, I think of the family that my husband and I want that is so hard for us
to get. I see little girls with curly hair and wonder if our child will get my
curly hair. I think about all the
attributes Ben has that I want our child to get: his smile, his laugh, his strength
and work ethic, his personality, his love….I want a child that is the two of
us.
Aww A. I have tears in my eyes. I am so so sorry that you're dealing with this. It frustrates me so I can only imagine how you feel.
ReplyDeleteHang in there. You will have a little Andrea or Ben and they will be beautiful.
Amanda
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