I hope the days get better

I feel like right now Ben and I take one step forward and two steps back every other day. Last night wasn’t a good night at our house.  I feel like I dealt with his anger properly, but he was so worked up over everything understandably.

Then today I’ve been a mess.  I’m doing happy hour with some friends tonight and I think that’s just what I need. I might as well do it now because I need to go heavy back on the diet/no alcohol.  If Ben’s doing it, I need to support him and do it with him.

I’ve been trying to keep busy and do things that don’t involve alcohol and/or baby making.  Over the weekend I cleaned out our guest bedroom closet. I’ve been putting it off because that was going to be the baby’s room, but now there is no reason to put off the organization.  I’m happy that it’s done. This weekend we’re getting a ceiling fan installed in our master bedroom, and hopefully our exhaust fan will finally be installed!   I find it easy to distract myself, but I know it’s not as easy for Ben.