Another week gone by

I feel like I’m overall doing a lot better since the failed IVF cycle. I have hope, my period has come and gone, and I’m trying to live my life without regret.

But Ben is still unhappy. He’s not sleeping, he’s cranky, and he hates his life right now. his words, not mine. It breaks my heart, and makes me angry.  I get that he needs more time to cope, but his mood is really starting to pull me down.  He’s making me angry with him when he flips out over nothing.

I will continue to be patient. I will continue to love.  But I need him to give a little. Life is hard, you can’t let the downs become all consuming.  I really worry that he’s sinking into a depression and I don’t know how to help besides listen when he’s willing to talk.