My heart is broken and Ben is angry. He refused to talk about anything and I stuffed my face with wine and food. He can’t even drink to curb his anger/disappointment.
I don’t know what we’re going to do. Ben doesn’t want to go back to the RE’s office anytime soon and I of course want to continue on the path to get pregnant. I think most certainly this next cycle we won’t do anything. I want Ben to go to a Urologist and I think we both need to heal emotionally a little bit.
Oh, and to top everything off yesterday at work one of the ladies randomly told me that I needed to get on having a baby. That I wasn’t getting any younger and there would never be a good time. So yeah.
I totally want to call that lady nasty names. Unfortunatly, you are young and people dont see the face of infertility in young people. Im sure she didnt mean anything by it, but I also know how much that hurts. It hurts me knowing what you are going through and still have to hear things like that.
ReplyDeleteI know how badly you are ready to keep pushing on, but I can also see if from Bens side of things. Hopefully a short break to get you guys emotionally back to a good place will do you some good.
Hang in there Big A. Love ya girl.
its so weird too because this lady and her husband never had kids and so I have to assume at some point she also would have had to field these questions!
Deletethank you for saying you would call her nasty names though, it certainly makes me feel better:)