I’ve been soooo busy at work. the past 3 days I’ve barely sat in the office at all, I’ve been in client meetings almost continuously. Yesterday I didn’t get to the office until 3:00.
Today I’m doing better. I am finally starting my period, which sucks, but it means this cycle is over and we can move on. Move onto what though is the question. Not IVF yet, Ben and I need a break and some time to get used to the idea that we will need extreme (and expensive) intervention in order to have children.
Baby making should be easy, if I had $15K I would spend it on new flooring throughout my house, or to pay off some of my student loan debt!
But today is OK. I’ve only cried twice, and it wasn’t sobbing just sadness.
This weekend hopefully we can move past this terrible week and enjoy ourselves a bit. Monday is my birthday so Ben is probably going to take me out to dinner…other than that I hope its low key so that I can let my heart heal.
Lots of love and thanks for all the messages, emails, and texts…the support is just amazing.
My heart is breaking for you. You're right. It shouldn't be this hard! I'm praying that this will all work out for you and Ben.
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thank you darlin!
DeleteA, I am so so sorry to hear about what you are going through. I remember those feelings from when we were going through fertility problems years ago and my heart breaks for you. I know that there isn't a lot that can be said other than I am sorry you are going through this and I'll be praying for you. Big hugs.
ReplyDeletethanks, Laura! It is difficult but you now have two beautiful children so it just gives me more confidence that i'll have some of my own too one day:)
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