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I’m drinking again

29 July 2013

And honestly I don’t like it, I love it! I needed a couple glasses of wine on Saturday night at dinner and I was able to blissfully spend time with friends and family without worrying about life.

Ben is doing better. He is talking about everything and said he is willing to continue to try and get pregnant naturally. He is still very opposed to going back to the doctor. I know I was quite worried I would end up resenting him in the future and thank you everyone for your thoughts on this.  I really really hope that now that he’s past last week’s initial shock of everything that things will turn around for us. we’ll see.

I started my period on Sunday and it’s been hell.  I have always had terrible periods but this one is unbelievably heavy and the cramps were almost unbearable yesterday. I laid around with a heating pad on my belly just tried to focus my mind on the book I was reading instead of my pain.

I am going to go back to working out tonight. It’s been 2 weeks since I did anything and my ass is begging me to move. Generally working out makes me feel better, but it’s just the furthest thing from my mind. Wish me luck tonight because I’m sure I’ll get my butt kicked.

p.s. I’m reading the Harry Potter books right now and I’m loving them. How did I never read these?

1 comment:

  1. I've been reading the Harry Potter books with Aiden. I don't know how I didn't read them when I was younger either! I'm glad things with Ben are going more smoothly after the initial shock of it all. Men deal with things much more differently than we do. Just let him sort it out and I'm sure once his head is clear he will be right by your side. I've been thinking about you all week, I hope your workout goes good tonight. If it doesn't, there is always wine.

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